Most of you don't know me but some will. I use to moderate here little over a year ago.
For almost five years, the doctor had me on percocet for cronic pain due to MS, and other problems.
The doctor started me on twenty mill a day, then gradually put me on fifty mill a day. When the fifty mill stopped working, I took that extra pill a day to just try and stay normal and not go into withdrawel.
This up and down hell went on for a year before I quit here a mod, and FP all together.
I was in a battle that I've never had to go through before, and believe me, it wasn't easy.
Being a Believer, how could I have gotten into this mess?
No matter how, it happened, and up untill April 21, 2007, I struggled with addiction, and pleading to God for help to stop.
Finally, on Aprl 21st, I ran out of pills and decided, no matter what, I wasn't going to my doctor for a refill. Of which he would have done.
By that afternoon on the 21st, I will in such agony, it scared me to death for the way my body was reacting.
I went to a clinic for help. Not to get pills, but hopefully something to ease the withdrawals.
This doctor had a heart of stone. He told me he wasn't going to do anything for me and to go home and tuff it out. Even though he said I needed to be in a hospital.
Well, my husband gave me a hug and we went home. I sat in my chair in a fetal position, thinking how stupid I was to get myself into this position.
Now, as my body was going through Hell, the Holy Spirit ministered to my heart, and kept quoting scripture to keep my mind from going insane.
I knew I wasn't going to get out of this without pain, and knew that I had to reap what I had sown.
But in God's infinite love, he stayed with me and made his presence known to help me through this very difficult time.
I don't see how anyone could go through anything like that without knowing God to help and comfort in such a time.
I never took these drugs to get high, and always took what I should at the proper time, but what I did do was take more a day then I should have, and that was where it began.
It's been 45 days since that last pill, and I still have symptoms and some withdrawalsl, but doing so much better.
Well, just wanted to let those of you who are still around as to why you haven't seen me for a while.
I thank and Praise my God for the love, kindness and support He gave to me during this time.
In His Love,
1 Timothy 4:1 The Spirit clearly says that in the later times some will abondon the faith and follow deceiving spirits and things taught by demons.